school started today, and I only cried a little bit. when i dropped james off the kids have to wait in the cafeteria until their class is called. there was a little boy at the next table whose parent dropped him off, and he was crying. it made me cry. one mom tried to comfort him. it didn't work. i stood by him and talked to him. james came over and said "dont worry. i'm nervous too. it's scary" ok i cried at that! the question is how will elijah and i survive today. he's going to be so bored.